emm meets the 21st century

blogger is up and running on my new swanky moblie, look out world! :') xxxxxxxx

its always a starry night.

its been a year today since you passed away.
you taught me to smile and laugh, and to follow my heart.
i can honestly say that the sky has never looked so beautiful now that you're shining amongst the stars.
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA. forever and always in my heart.

a fresh start?

personally i think this has got to the coolest top i ever set my eyes on. i've decided to make my own because the postage costs from america are insane as i found out when i bought a jacket from our supersized neighbours a few years ago.
im proud to say it, ive recently become addicted to harry potter, yes me a star wars girl through and through, is now harry potter mad. ive just stared reading the final book-the deathly hallows-very grippping i must say ;)
well now ive got this blog up and running again after ditching it for nearly a year i hope to be doing alot more blogging in the near furture so stay tuned!
for now, emm :)
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a bug's lifee'.

my screen has cocked up so as i cant actually see what im typing, i shall keep it short and sweet. the snow came yesterday, its everywhere and so white!
im sat snuggled on the sofa watching bugs life, feels like i havent had any me time in so long. i'll write later when my netbook sorts itself out.
loves, emmm xo

i'm so heavy in your arms'

awh how cute was firework night :)
finally saw tom again, he walked down to meet me and we went to the stray and watched the fireworks with a bunch of our chums. they did love heart fireworks i was like awh <3 tom stood and hugged me until they all finished, i've missed him :)
both got a bit drunk like, ops.
IVE JUST MADE A LOOKBOOK ACCOUNT ! and and and, i made my banner finally, its not very good but its a start. now that i know what im doing i can make my next one ever better man.
adios for noww, im off to clean my mess of a bedroom.
shall keep you guys updated on the tom situation :)
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p.s i am in love with keith lemon, dont be a dingbat !

i've got some time yus ?

oh man, life is so great i mean come on i have red hair and amazing friends, a family that support me and all i can think about is how much i miss tom. boys mess with your heads :( its been a month since i last saw him and i cant stop thinking about how much i wish i could have been happyier and i wish i'd just hugged him and taken a moment to memorise his face because now its bluring in my mind. how gay do i sound :| urghh this blog was ment to be something cool but lately its turned into me ranting about how crapp things have gotten. wish i could go back to the summer holidays, i miss tom. end of.
on a more happyier note the inbetweeners is on tonight so im looking forward to that, im not however looking forward to the french and history coursework which is sat waiting for me on my bedroom floor, as im currently taking a break on the sofa and catching up with my desperate housewives :)
right if theres some kind of magical person who reads blogs please oh please can i see tom sometime soon cause its driving me c r a z y !
ahmen.
oohh yeahh i figured out how to sort the border thing, i just need to get photoshop downloaded onto here and its all hunky dorey. ina xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

slow down, please ?

really wish i had more time to sit and type up everything thats happened, i was gonna start a little book for gran with everything that i'd done in the day, kinda like a diary but i still havent gotten around to it :/
its unreal how fast this year has gone, i can still remember new years eve as if it was only last week, but i think so much as happened this year, i've met some really amazing people, i've been hurt and let down and i've laughed till i cried. i think that i've changed too and i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally hope to dye my hair soon, i know its stupid but i think it will give me the confidence boost that i neeed :)
anyway i have to go do my english coursework,
i promise, promise, promise to sort the banner thing out and write more often and not just rambel on about anything :')
LOVES, emm xoxo